1 year and a few weeks later.. ; SAturday 31st March 2007 ; 5.30pm

lies.. *

well.. yoOH just got back from vietnam.. =] welcome home sweetie.. during the time yoOh were in vietnam.. i found out heaps of things that was kept from me.. well maybe just one thing that hurt me heaps.. and made me feel like shit.. that one thing was.. that yoOH still loved me wen i broke up with yoOh..

after that day i found out.. i wondered.. whyy did yoOh tell me yoOh felt as if yoOh completely lost feelings for me.. when really.. yoOh never did during that time?! i felt like crap.. breaking up wiht yoOh.. knowing i hurt yoOH heaps that night..

at one time.. wen we were doing stuff.. i couldve sworn i heard yoOh whisper.. "iiLOVEyou." and wen i asked yoOH.. wat?!! yoOH simply replied nothing.. i never took it to heart wat yoOH said.. wen yoOh told me.. yoOh missed being with me.. i just always thought.. yeah its a normal feeling to miss being with the one yoOh USED to love.. but wen i heard that yoOh still loved me.. i felt like it all fell into place.. and that wat i heard was true..

i just wanna ask yoOh soo many questions.. whyy did yoOh say that yoOh stopped loving me..?! whyy did yoOh lie to me.. whyy did yoOh make me put yoOH thru this much pain.. whyy did i have to go thru this?! if yoOh really loved me.. whyy did yoOh say that yoOh dont love me no more.. so i would leave yoOh..?! whyy ant whyy! whyy all that time..

8 months and 17 days later ; Sunday 26th November 2006 ; 2.26am

forever doesnt exist.. *

wow.. its been how long..? wells back to this site.. to fix it up and shiet.. xD woOh!! hehe brings back soo many memories.. T__T aRGH! its been that long.. and a year is coming up real fast.. and i still love yoOh.. `sigh.. feels shiet still loving someone.. who has moved on to love so many other people within this amount of time.. ><

yay! we graduated neE! =] im soo happy! we made it this far.. but its painful to me.. knowing i graduated.. and the person who was there by my side wen i graduated wasnt yoOh.. and was my best friend hoa.. and my formal date.. wasnt yoOh either.. and was also hoa.. T__T yes i cancelled on yoOh.. but i never wanted to.. ive always wanted to be your formal partner.. but too much shiet happend.. we couldve made it this far.. but it ended toO soon..

missing yOoh like crazy! yes.. although time has passed by soo fast.. i wish i couldve atleast still had your friendship..

time passed by real fast.. during this time.. i tried to get over yoOh.. all i did.. was make myself love yoOh more.. cried more.. thought more of yoOh.. missed yoOh.. all i ever wanted was yoru attention.. the sickness i always felt.. wasnt really me being sick.. but i always felt butterflies wen i see yoOh.. which then makes me feel weird.. and a tingly feeling i always feel wen i see yoOh.. T_T yoOh just never knew how much i love yoOh.. and still do.. yes i wont be seeing you much around anymore.. but yoOh still mean the world to me..

i love yoOh heaps.. with all of my heart.. and all i ever wanted was for yoOh to love me as much as i love yoOh..

if your reading this.. all the best for the future ahead of yoOh! take care of yourself.. =] and always stay your adorable self ive always known and loved! never change who yoOh are to meet up to peoples expectations! those who love yoOh.. will love yoOh for who yoOh are.. and not wanna change yoOh!

hunnee i love yoOh heaps! T__T forgive me..

kylee..